Sunday, April 18 @ 05:17
currently at my grandpa's funeral...
inside e canvas area acc him for e las tym...
my cousins juxx went upp to slp...
nn one long tym no c...oni rmb seein him 2 tym de cousin went to acc his frenx...
surprised tat we stil gt stuffs to tok bout...
hmmm...yupp alone in here nw...
aunts mahjong-in outside-.-as usual...
these few days was at funeral here...
when mornin le den wil go upp slp...
cos nite too mani ppl slpin le...
so ii'll be e one guardin at nite...
beloved oso wil cum pei me after work...
til mornin den she'll go hm...
scared she'll be so tired:(bt she owaes sae nvr mind...
these few days...nt really as solemn as ii tink...
for e first dae some of us did cry...
bt after tat...these few days all relaxed...
e small little children of my cousins made us laughed...
dey made e atmosphere relaxed...nt so tense upp nn all...
thanx to dem...everyone's cheer upp some bit...
these few days...ii so poor ting...
wanna smoke stil gt to go one corner...
cant smoke as openly as my sisters nn cousins...
cos ii cant tahan e adults nag nag...wil be irritated-..-"
so my cousins v.gd...
wil pei me go one corner smoke...
hlp me kp my cig summore...
THANKS:)
while smokin...talked lots bout our childhood...
those stuffs tat we don rmb...
one of my slightly older de cousin wil tel us...
causin us to laugh at ourselves...
mornin 9am plus...jiu gonna start all e prayin rituals nn all le...
den gonna head to mandai crematorium...
hope we youngsters wil be strong enough...
to support nn hold e aunts...
haix~~
NITEX~~~