Tuesday, April 20 @ 03:41
at beloved hse again:)
juxx back frm chattin wid her at les partner de void deck...
tings happened again...
haix~~recently too mani upsettin tings happened...
donno hw to hlp dem wid anione of their troubles...
somehow felt so useless:(
tis is e first tym ii saw her cry...
nn seriously...
ii hope it wil oso be e las tym!!!
ii juxx hate it when ppl cry...cos e sad feelin REAL SUCKS!!!
esp. when its bout relationship...
cos ii actually understands hw it feels...TOTALLY YUCKS!!!
mornin woke upp at 8am...
after 14plus hrs of slp...
finally felt awake...gt too tired durin e few days of my grandpa's funeral...
ard 9am...cousin drove me 2nd aunt smallest uncle nn maid to mandai...
to collect my grandpa's ashes nn bones...
saw alot of relatives...though nt all...
gt my 1st nn smallest aunt,3rd aunt wid her husband nn grand daughter,2nd uncle wid his wife nn smallest daughter...guess tats bout it...
played wid e baby gal for awhile den went into e rm nn collect e ash le...
saw his bones...so mani colors de...
e worked at mandai de uncle said its cos my grandpa had too mani meds tats yy...
den saw bones wid red color...
he said its e cause of doin gd deeds...hmmm dere's such a logic!?
e cousin who drove us dere...stil joked tat maybe its cos of red meds tat grandpa'd consumed-.-
e uncle said if it is...e bones wil showed out orange color...quite senseless ba...
when e uncle was placin all of e bones into e glass container after each of us placed one...
he used a metal ting to crashed everyting to bits!!!
c le damn heartpain:( damn ass!!!
hmmm...den went upp to place e ash...
tgt wid my grandma...nn their one son...who was my god dad as told by my 2nd aunt...
at lvl 3...while my dad's at lvl 2...
when waitin for my grandpa to finish eatin...
went to visit my dad...saw him...stil gt a sense of sadness:(haix~~
after everyting...went hm...
stayed at hm...til 8pm...
den went to meet hubby...
went for a movie..."KICK ASS"
stupid show tat is...
thru whole show...we both kept msg-in to others nn all...
he even tok on e phone...so busy...ii'm lyk occupyin his tym at e wrong dae...
after tat...went to fetch beloved frm work...
chatted wid chef for awhile den we headed back to amk le...
dropped at beloved hse here...
hubby went back hm...cos tomoro stil gt to wake early...
gonna chat wid her...
den maybe go to slp le...
NITEX ALL!!!