Tuesday, January 5 @ 00:27
nw online wid lover...
at hm whole dae damn sianx...spent on slpin...
lolx jiamin's stil at my hse enjoyin her "vacation"...
zzz out of a sudden...ii'm feelin damn sianx again!!!
for no reasons...if dere's a reason maybe ii'll feel beta-.-
juxx nw was online searchin for jobs wid jiamin...
browse nn browse nn gt nth...
nn realised...actually she's quite choosy bout her future job...
maybe cos mani tings happened before ba...
todae everyone starts sch le...so gd!!
!hw ii wish ii was stil studyin...
den can use my teachers nn studies to distract me frm all my unhappy tots...
AHHH~~ii hate livin larx!!!lolx...ii wanna lose my present memories...
nn let me hav a chance to live a brand new life again!!!
maybe it'll be beta for me nn everyone ard me...
to forget e miseries...bt ii wanna kp all e gd ones...
bt ii noe e gd memories wil somehow linger on abit of sadness...haix!!
!REN SHENG HAO MAO DUN!!!
hw ii wish ii can go back to e tym when ii'm 16...
when me my les partner nn hubby almost every nite go to east coast de diff jetty...
enjoy nn relax wid our chats nn "acts"...
makin our nites happy nn enjoyable...
nn wont feel tired de...even though wid no much slp...
unlike nw...since awake til aslp...
ii can be tinkin bout e same tings over nn over again...w/o gettin ani ans...
hope everyting wil go well for me...ii really hope so...
frm todae on...ii'll try nt to tink of anione aniting...
wont really contact anybody...
let dem find me when dey finally realise my presence ba...
cos ii don wanna feel myself as a disturbance to anione animore...
BYES~~