Friday, January 1 @ 03:39
nw at lover's hse... she's restin while ii'm usin com...
juxx nw...after lan...went for smoke...
saw one gal...lover's "meii"...
she told me sumting tat wakes me upp...
she told me...few nites ago...
she told me...few nites ago...
she took a cab hm wid him...
nn he told her to hlp pass me messages...
"asked me nt to waste my tym...
ii'm a gd gal...he's nt a gd guy...
cos he can nvr giv upp all his "flings" for a gal...
he's sure ii can find a gd guy...a beta one den him..."
blah blah blah... ...
all BULL SHIT!!!
if likin a person is juxx cos he's gd...den yy for ppl wil be single??
nt cos dere's no gd guys/gals lovin dem...
bt is cos dey believe in wat their hearts tel dem...
we can control aniting in our life...maybe even fate...
bt dere's one ting we cant... ...
nn tats LOVE...e FEELIN for sumone...
if anione cum nn tel me...tis logic is nonsense...
den ii'll juxx ask back...
if feelin is sumting we're able to control...
den yy would anione fret over love??
dere's no need to delibrately do tings to make me dislike uu or stop lovin uu...
dere's no need to delibrately do tings to make me dislike uu or stop lovin uu...
its useless...when e tym cum for me to stop lovin uu...ii wil...
so don waste ur efforts...tis is nt hlpin me bt juxx harmin me more...
nn its oso ur wae to hide... ...
hide awae frm tis fact tat ii do hav feelin for uu...
uu promised to stay wid me foreva...no matter wat...
r uu goin to make tis promise to becum an empty shell??
we don hav to couple...bt we can owaes be as close as we used to...
ii SERIOUSLY HATE tis driftin apart de feelin...SERIOUSLY!!!
if uu don wanna be wid me...can juxx tel me...
even if its in a indirect wae...ii'll stil catch it...
dere's no need to ask sumone ii barely noe to pass e msg to me de...
no matter wat...
no matter wat...
ii sincerely hope tat uu'll find e gal to let uu giv upp all ur "flings"...
even though it wont be me...
bt rmb...no matter wat...ii'll juxx be ard uu...
whenever uu feel unhappy or stressed upp...
juxx a phone cal frm uu nn ii'll be rite dere for uu...
tis ii promise...
IT WONT BE AN EMPTY SHELL NO MATTER WAT!!!IT'LL FOREVA BE VALID!!!ANITYM...ANIWHERE!!!<3
IT WONT BE AN EMPTY SHELL NO MATTER WAT!!!IT'LL FOREVA BE VALID!!!ANITYM...ANIWHERE!!!<3