haix...donno wat happened...
feelin damn moody rite nw...
mood really sucks to e core!!!
writin tis post wid alot of stupid idiotic un-welcomin mixed feelin

juxx reached back hm frm trainin...
mood sucks started when ii took 961 alone frm kallang dere
really felt so damn lonely le...
lyk nobody wann me le...
e sadness nn loneliness within e heart cant be describe...

juxx nw...on bus ii saw a couple...
felt so envious suddenly...
cos dey hav each other by their side...
saw hw lovin dey were...suddenly ii was tinkin...
bein attached is such a gd ting...
to hav sumone uu noe tat uu'll turn to when uu're dwn...
nn share wid when uu're happy...
ii don luk back to my past relationship...
bt yy when ii'm juxx back to single...
so mani couples or soon-to-be couples hav to be so lovin...
showin so much of concern towards each other...
juxx rite in front of me...lyk for me to c nn feel??

juxx nw...donno yy....
had e feelin tat ii had lost e ppl closest to me...
may sae ii'm selfish...
bt nw...hw ii wish ii could hav my close frenx by my side...
for me to pour my feelin out...
nw everyting r stuck inside me...so hate tis feelin...
nvr had tis feelin before...nn hw ii wish ii wont hav it nw...
felt lyk huggin jiamin nn cry out loud for once...bt cant...
ii'm tryin to gettin used to my phone nt ringin animore,
to nobody showin much concern to me at anitym aniwhere...
haix forget it...
juxx let it be...
life stil hav to go on de...

TO MY CLOSEST FRENX : best wishes to ur love life nn daily life...let me be e first to noe when uu had e feelin for a gal/guy le alright??TAKE CARE<3