Tuesday, May 11 @ 09:04
days since ii las blogged!!
kept workin nn workin..
damn shack can..zzz-.-
my tis whole mth gonna be so bored..
hubby went to taiwan..til end of tis mth!!OMG!!
luckily dere's work for me..
lolx..quite nice workin dere stil..juxx tat e stupid lady nut!!
spoils our joy everytym she's in e shop..
irritatin voice irritatin look irritatin everyting of her's..
las wk...nt a gd wk for me..
kp quarrellin wid my supervisor durin work..
bt after work..everyting back to normal..so hai hao..
mon nite..4th may...
went to wei long's place nn drink..
wid beloved,huijuan nn dexter..before he leaves sing..
vomitted..nn e feelin sucks sia!!
den beloved kp sayin ii weak..lolx..
is cos ii ate too full before drinkin tats yy de kk..lolx
tings happened..
nn weilong kp apologisin to me..in msgs after we left..
bt its ok nw le:)
gave him his bdae present..
1 keychain wid our pic:)
den one shirt wid a bike graphic..
nn he brought it to taiwan:)
bt he was quite drunk tat dae..
so didn pass me my bdae present-.-
a necklace:)loves<3>
gonna work lata..so shack!!
maybe wil slp in e lounge lata:)
hope todae nt tat mani ppl cum to smoke shisha..
hate e charcoal..kp gettin me into injuries..
left foot kana 2tym..at first pain til diff to walk..
nw stil ok..stil wil sting!!zzz
gonna rest awhile more le ii tink..
TAKE CARE!!
P.S. waitin for my lappy to reach my side..so eager:)
Tuesday, April 20 @ 03:41
at beloved hse again:)
juxx back frm chattin wid her at les partner de void deck...
tings happened again...
haix~~recently too mani upsettin tings happened...
donno hw to hlp dem wid anione of their troubles...
somehow felt so useless:(
tis is e first tym ii saw her cry...
nn seriously...
ii hope it wil oso be e las tym!!!
ii juxx hate it when ppl cry...cos e sad feelin REAL SUCKS!!!
esp. when its bout relationship...
cos ii actually understands hw it feels...TOTALLY YUCKS!!!
mornin woke upp at 8am...
after 14plus hrs of slp...
finally felt awake...gt too tired durin e few days of my grandpa's funeral...
ard 9am...cousin drove me 2nd aunt smallest uncle nn maid to mandai...
to collect my grandpa's ashes nn bones...
saw alot of relatives...though nt all...
gt my 1st nn smallest aunt,3rd aunt wid her husband nn grand daughter,2nd uncle wid his wife nn smallest daughter...guess tats bout it...
played wid e baby gal for awhile den went into e rm nn collect e ash le...
saw his bones...so mani colors de...
e worked at mandai de uncle said its cos my grandpa had too mani meds tats yy...
den saw bones wid red color...
he said its e cause of doin gd deeds...hmmm dere's such a logic!?
e cousin who drove us dere...stil joked tat maybe its cos of red meds tat grandpa'd consumed-.-
e uncle said if it is...e bones wil showed out orange color...quite senseless ba...
when e uncle was placin all of e bones into e glass container after each of us placed one...
he used a metal ting to crashed everyting to bits!!!
c le damn heartpain:( damn ass!!!
hmmm...den went upp to place e ash...
tgt wid my grandma...nn their one son...who was my god dad as told by my 2nd aunt...
at lvl 3...while my dad's at lvl 2...
when waitin for my grandpa to finish eatin...
went to visit my dad...saw him...stil gt a sense of sadness:(haix~~
after everyting...went hm...
stayed at hm...til 8pm...
den went to meet hubby...
went for a movie..."KICK ASS"
stupid show tat is...
thru whole show...we both kept msg-in to others nn all...
he even tok on e phone...so busy...ii'm lyk occupyin his tym at e wrong dae...
after tat...went to fetch beloved frm work...
chatted wid chef for awhile den we headed back to amk le...
dropped at beloved hse here...
hubby went back hm...cos tomoro stil gt to wake early...
gonna chat wid her...
den maybe go to slp le...
NITEX ALL!!!
Sunday, April 18 @ 05:17
currently at my grandpa's funeral...
inside e canvas area acc him for e las tym...
my cousins juxx went upp to slp...
nn one long tym no c...oni rmb seein him 2 tym de cousin went to acc his frenx...
surprised tat we stil gt stuffs to tok bout...
hmmm...yupp alone in here nw...
aunts mahjong-in outside-.-as usual...
these few days was at funeral here...
when mornin le den wil go upp slp...
cos nite too mani ppl slpin le...
so ii'll be e one guardin at nite...
beloved oso wil cum pei me after work...
til mornin den she'll go hm...
scared she'll be so tired:(bt she owaes sae nvr mind...
these few days...nt really as solemn as ii tink...
for e first dae some of us did cry...
bt after tat...these few days all relaxed...
e small little children of my cousins made us laughed...
dey made e atmosphere relaxed...nt so tense upp nn all...
thanx to dem...everyone's cheer upp some bit...
these few days...ii so poor ting...
wanna smoke stil gt to go one corner...
cant smoke as openly as my sisters nn cousins...
cos ii cant tahan e adults nag nag...wil be irritated-..-"
so my cousins v.gd...
wil pei me go one corner smoke...
hlp me kp my cig summore...
THANKS:)
while smokin...talked lots bout our childhood...
those stuffs tat we don rmb...
one of my slightly older de cousin wil tel us...
causin us to laugh at ourselves...
mornin 9am plus...jiu gonna start all e prayin rituals nn all le...
den gonna head to mandai crematorium...
hope we youngsters wil be strong enough...
to support nn hold e aunts...
haix~~
NITEX~~~
Wednesday, April 14 @ 19:43
finally ii'm at my own hse usin own com to post le :D
todae's my off dae...so came back here ytd after work...
was so so shack!!!
cos mon after work jiu pei beloved acc her bf to work...
all e wae til ii go work...
beloved stil can go hm rest first before goin trainin...
so gd...nt as tired as ii m...
when workin...even as ii'm walkin upp nn dwn...
ii juxx nearly dozed off!!!imagine tat...
plus havin a severe headache e whole tym-.-
after work waitin for bus nn on bus back woodlands...
ii slp til... ...almost missed my bus at first...
den when reached woodlands...almost slp til bus uncle gonna wake me upp...
by e tym reached woodlands near 1am le...
so late...til dere's no bus le den ii gt to cab hm frm inter:(waste money...
reached hm le...stil c jie's lan jiao bin...
f**k sia...wat a family-..-"
slept til todae 1pm plus...
nearly 12 hrs of slp...
bt nt enough!!!gonna slp summore...
awhile more jiu goin to slp le...
beta if ii'm able to make myself slp til tomoro afternoon...
den can straight gt ready to work:)hehex...
ii'm so tired nw le...
even when postin tis-.-
TAKE CARE ALL!!!
Monday, April 12 @ 04:40
currently at beloved hse postin...again-.-
juxx reached back her hse an hr plus...
after work...finished bathin nn all...so fresh...
these wk...workin...so love tis job...
juxx tat gt 2 headed snakes...
3 of dem!!!zzz~~
quite close wid e chef cum manager...
oso wid one guy on attachment de...
who's workin wid me in e lounge...
nn of cos...my two frenx workin wid me...lolx
so havoc everyday...
enjoyed sooo much!!!
beta den at outside bein jobless...
doin nth whole dae nn juxx lived past lyk tat-.-
though worked til feet hurts...
bt stil lyk it v.much:)
everyday same...busy whole nite...
rushin here nn tat..bt stil so fun...
todae...or shld ii sae ytd!?
ii supervised e whole lounge...
worked wid cp nn hj...
luckily nth went wrong...heng uh~~
haha gonna slp le...
so shack!!!
NITEX ALL!!!